Feeling Better

Today is a better day. I have been in a funk the last few days and I think it had to do with Halloween. I guess it just bothers me that we have been in the adoption "waiting" game for over 2 years, including our China adoption. There are days when it just hurts to see other people with children when we have waited so long already to have a child of our own. I am thankful that we have not ridden all the roller coaster rides at the "wanting to be a parent theme park" but come on already!! The swan boats can only go in so many circles!! I am tired of waiting, my legs are sick of peddling already!! I wanna go on the Dumbo ride or the kiddy train, even the carousel would suit me!!